Argh. I feel so sad. So i just wanna let it all go here. Coz i know my family doesn't know about this blog. So it's good for me. So firstly, my GP paper. OMG! i didn't know what to say. Part of me want to say," good job,u've done ur best". Another part of me want to say,"oh girl,u just screwed urself up.u're screwed." Argh. I felt so demoralised. So tired. I could feel my brain all dried up after that exam. So i told myself,"come on, suck it up! 5 more months!!!" And so i did. Then,the alpha male was upset with the...young male.. Becoz he always leave early and come back home very late. As in 1 to 3 am. The alpha male scolded the alpha female for this. And i don't see the link between her and the young male. Tensions are high at home. No laughter. Just silence. As if we are invincible to one another. When i think about it, i blame the young male's gf. My bro always return home at an appropriate time. But after getting tgt with her, i feel that he is under some spell. Always going out with her. I have heard of her situation before. And i don't sympathise her. I feel she deserved. I don't know why. I just feel so. She might appear nice but it's really too early to tell if she is really nice. Although they hope that they will be tgt for a long time,i hope otherwise. I don't know why either. I just don't feel comfortable with her. And now, i have this stupid problem. My remedial class clash with my family vacation! Which sucks big time. Class is impt so as to prepare us for the upcoming exam after holidays. But then, it was quite hard to find 2 days for the family to be tgt and travel somewhere. ARGGHHH!!!!! HELP ME!