Hey all. Or at least someone who takes an effort to read this. I don't care. Just a quick update on my life. My results for my recent exam sucks. Got U for university! Ahaha...haizz. Lame. What am i trying to prove here? To break some record of getting straight Us? Come on lah. I feel neglected. At home,at sch,everywhere. At home, i'm always alone. My parents don't even know what i'm doing at home. I may be playing games all day long. And when my mum is coming home, then i will quickly do my work. I've changed. A lot. From bad to worse. From a hardworking girl to a slacker. And i'm sitting for my very major exam this year in a few months. Like wts. Am i prepared? Fuck. This sucks. There i said the words. I have no one to blame except me. Me. I have lost everything. I'm like an ant trying to find my way out of a jungle,keep going in circles. And blehh.. I wish i can cry but it doesn't resolve anything. -_- I need to find the right track before i get lost even deeper in the jungle. Help me. Please. I need ur help. I need ur guidance. I need ur strength. I need ur love. I need ur care and concern. I need u to believe in me. I need u to be by my side. I need u to motivate me. I need u to encourage me. I need u.