HEeLLLLOOOO!!!!!
it's been a long time since i last update..
i've been pretty busy thia year since it's an important year for me..
also next year will be very important too!
well, every year is important...

i feel that i have always been looked down upon
and i know that i did not do well in my previous major exam...
i admit,that was my fault..
but im not going to let it happen again..
i'm going to work very hard and
prove to everyone who looked down on me,
that i can rise up to their level as well...

yes, it is very sad to see that someone close to you
or people who you are very close to look down on you..
they may not say it directly to you
you just have to read between the lines...

sometimes i feel angry at them...
but i don't really blame them..
it's not their fault actually,
i just have to change the way i carry myself...

on the bright side, i have been working hard
these few months to rise up to the challenge
and let people know that i should not be underestimated
and that i have my own ability
and yes, i did it..
but i still need to improve...
there's still a long way to go...
so i've got to buck up! :D