wow...
it's been so long
since i have posted...
maybe bcoz i was juz
too tired or lazy to post...

sorry..

too many things
on my mind..
too many things happen...
too many things to
b forgotten..

aniwae...last week...
frm tues to thurs..
we had a unit camp...
quite ok...
except dat i was
always d casualty
due to my injury...

so i felt
really...
REALLY
left out...
how i wish i didn't
attend this camp
if i knew i wud
b in such a state...

sometimes i
felt used, u noe...
i dunno y...
can't explain it...

u noe...
ppl alwaes sae
dat home is where
u can find
happiness...
home is where u can find
wat u want..
home is where
u won't feel lonely..

but...
is it true?
i dunno...
im now at home...
alone..
bored...
i can't find wat i wan...
i dun even noe wat i wan...

sounds stupid huh?
i guess im stupid...
real stupid...
24 hours at home..
w/o anybody to talk to...
always home alone...

u may wan 2 ask me
if i feel lonely...
yes n no...
yes i do feel lonely...
no i m oredi used to it...

ok..
so i dunno wat to post...
although i have lots
on my mind...
but i juz simply can't
put it in words...