Mondae...
had history paper...
didn't manage
to finish all...

lost 14 marks..
mayb more...
went back home...

was walking home
when it started
to rain heavily...
but who cares?

i juz continue to walk
slowly..
reached home...
very drenched...

slept until arnd 7 plus..
then study..
slept at arnd 1.30am...

Tuesdae..
had maths paper..
left a lot of blanks
for paper 1 n 2..

went jurong point
alone...
actually cud have gone
wif mardi n others...

went there to take sumtink...
then went back home..
slept...
studied until 2am...

Wednesdae...
had sci paper...
quite ok...
but i noe d result
won't b ok...

went home...
slept...
studied at nite..
slept at 1.30am..

Thursdae...
had home ec paper...
quite ok...
then had to
wait for another
bloody hour
b4 d maths field test
starts...

all d qns were difficult..
so i decided not to do
most of it..
i juz put any
number dat came across
my mind..

went jp
wif mardi n shi yuan..
juz walk arnd...
then went back
sch for sumtink...

then went home...
then took a bath
n quickly change...
coz going geylang wif
mum n dad...

took mrt wif mum...
then my father board
d mrt at raffles place...

then we alight at
paya lebar..

dunno y...
he seems cold towards
her...
he usually call her mama...
but he call d formal "you"
as in "awak"...
he talks in
an agitated voice..
i mean she talked
to him nicely..
but he talk to her like dat...
i dun like it..
i really dun...
i didn't talk to him...

she juz suggested
to buy some
popiah..let her buy lah...
y wan scold her sae:
dah buat popiah,nak beli buat aper??
translation:
u oredi making popiah,
for wat wan to buy??

it's like..
walao..
freak lah him...
wat's got over him?
i dun c dat it is
neccessary to sae dat..
luckily she was patient...
if i was her,
i wud have scolded
him back..

then did my henna..
cool..
but i m unsure
abt sumtink...
will it b as happy
as last year?
i dunno.

2dae..
went sch early.
discuss sumtink.
then got back EL
paper 1..
scored 20/30...
siti scored same as me...

then maths..
got back maths paper 1...
scored 40/50..
i dunno if i shud feel
happy or sad.
i felt nothin..

am i beginning
to become 'feelingless'?
or have i become..?
i dunno..
juz confused...

am i happy or sad
or excited or angry
or nothing?
dunno.
confused.

went back early during
recess coz half dae
for all muslim pupils..
btw,thx ms chan for d kit kat...

siti has both parents at home now..
mardi also has both parents at home now..
me?well..i m alone now..
i'd prefer to b in sch..

but nvm..
everyone has a life...
everyone has probs..
everyone has stress..
so it's like
every Man for himself
or herself...
i understand..
i won't trouble anyone..