I have the feeling
I'm drifting apart from you.
I have the feeling
we are not meant to be.

I have the feeling I've lost you.
Or rather...
you left me.

I believed that
if you put up with the rain,
the rainbow would show itself.
Yes.
I waited.
Waited.
But the sun never came up.
The rainbow never came.
The rain is gloomy and hurtful.
Make it stop...
Please.
I feel very lonely.
Alone.

I've tried telling you many times.
But everything was the same.
Nothing changed, nothing.
I cannot walk this life alone.
Not without you.
Take it that I'm begging you.
I really love you alot....

What am I saying??
I'm sorry.
You have your own life too.
I shouldn't trap you in my life.
I'm selfish.
I'm bad.
I'm useless.