I look into the forlorn night sky.
Flushes of black and grey.
As I stood there,
wanting to weep,
I think of you.
And I am at ease.
But yesterday,
I felt depressed.

I thought you left me,
Alone.
I wanted to cry yesterday.
For fear of you leaving me.
But I just couldn't

Do you know how much
it hurts if you can't cry?
Crying releases your anger and sorrow.
But mine is deep down in my heart.
Trapped.
Maybe you didn't appreciate my actions.
But I don't really blame you.
Because I shouldn't
It's unfair to you.
I shouldn't blame you for making me sad.
I made myself sad.

I loved you too much.