im not afraid...
im juz preventing
myself from
getting out of control..

i noe u r helping
but i m helping u too..
i noe we trusted
each other...

so it is juz between d TWO
of us...
no other party..
u help me solve
d 'problem'..
i dun see any problem...

u said i m not okay...
well..i m okay...
u said i m escaping
from my problems...
well..how 2 escape
when i dun have any
problem bothering me??

u said u
wanted 2 tell HER...
i said no..
i dun wan my parents
2 b called..
i dun wan CY 2 b called...

i dun wan any attention...
i juz wan some
revenge...
u may call me
anytink u like...
i dun care...

i juz wan wat
belongs 2 me..
u noe wat i meant...
u r getting
into trouble urself
by helping me...

it's not an
addiction or obsession...
it is juz a game...
i m juz planning d game...
d game has not started..
it is juz abt to begin...
well..
d game may or may not
b a success...
but im juz
experimenting...

i dun nid
any attention
or counselling...
i m not crazy...
im calm...

i juz wanted...
u ppl 2 disappear...
let me cry
in a corner...

let me cry until
i dun have any tears
left...
n blood will b
in place of those
tears...

i noe...
u will sae
d 'problem' will
not b solved by crying...
but hey,
have u ever cried??
does it feels gud
or does it feel worse??
u decide...

i told u dat
u hit d 2 target..
well,actually 1...
d parent thing
is not a problem...
i can handle it..

u said we trust
each other..
so y can u juz give
wat belongs 2 me???

i won't disturb u
anymore...
we will 4get abt it...
act as if nothing ever
mattered..

i treat u as a fren..
not an enemy..yet...
once u r my enemy...
well i'll hate u...
as long as i live...

u said u wanted HER
2 'join' in...
no way...
even if u tell her...
i m not gonna talk
2 her..
i won't even look at her...

she is a demon!
she is a witch!
if u look into her eyes,
u will turn into a BITCH!

as for CY...
i still hate u...
wanna noe y???

well,it's for me
to noe...
n for u to find out...
so gud luck
finding out d reason...

well if u care 2 find
d reason...