heys...
2dae is kinda ok
4 me...
but during recess
i cried a bit...
but stop after a while...
coz mr govin
suddenly appeared...


d 1st period was p.e...
we had to run 2 round...
then can play badminton...
but i juz walk while
mardi,siti,eng hoong n yan qing
run coz they wan 2 play badminton...

i juz walk...
jovin n jolene walk wif me...
jovin was like encouraging me...
like 'there is alwaes a better dae
4 tmrw...'sumtink lidat...


then we went up d hall...
me n jolene was sitting down
at 1st..
then we played...
but i dun really feel like
playing...

i only play coz
jolene wanted 2 play...
so i juz play wif her...
i didn't noe bell had rang...
it was 10 mins later dat mr yeo
came n scolded us...

we quickly went back...
mr yew was oredi waiting....
d lesson was confusing...
even though i try 2 understand..
i still dun understand...


then it was malay...
i totally 4got dat
there was a test...
but i told myself...
that it's okay..
no nid 2 worry a lot...

we exchanged papers
after finishing d paper...
i scored 42/50...
n i heard dat i was d highest...
i didn't like it...
i tot dat sum1 like razi or syafiq
wud get d highest...
i dun noe why...
but i dun like being d highest...
to me...
being d highest in mt
is nothing...

coz i dun feel happy or
proud of myself...
in fact, i felt really angry
n sad...
it is as though
i had failed the test...


*sigh*
it is really not gud
4 me dis year...
i tried 2 b happy at school
n in d presence of my parents...
but whenever there is nobody...
i will cry...
i juz cried...
i can't stop it...


then it was art..
i dun really like d lesson
firstly d teachers..
secondly chinese painting...
i tink dat it is a waste of ink n paper...


then it was cme..
ms chan was on mc...
so we had 3 free periods...
however,mrs tay
came in d 2nd period
of cme...
we had maths test...

once again..
i m not so confident
of passing d test...
even if i pass...
i wud not reach 15 n above..
then mrs tay continued 2 teach
us maths till 1.3opm...


i stayed back...
mardi had 2 go 4 her
chinese class...
siti had to go home
coz she was hungry...

so only me,jun tong
n daniel cheng's bag...
in class...
then jun tong left...
daniel cheng took his bag n left...
so i was all alone...
in d class..

i was doing some maths
homework while listening
2 my mp3...
cried a bit coz
a song in my mp3 was
very sad 2 me...

then at around 4.40 pm..
i packed up n went home...
reached home n ate lunch...
i ate biscuits n milo...
d usual meal 4 me..


now i all alone at home
till 10pm...
wif no one 2 talk to...
or accompany...
juz d tv...


tml haf ct...
malay...
so i will juz study
stuffs dat i noe...
dat's d end of my post...
thank u 4 reading it...