d weekend n holidaes
were no holidaes 2 me...
coz i was like kinda
replaced sum1 on d fac team...
so yeah..
spent d holidaes
reading n sleeping with it..

sundae(12/8)
woke up at 12plus...
yesterdae slept very late..
around 4 to 5 am...
as i was goin 2 sleep..
my mum's alarm clock rang...
at 6am..d usual "routine"...
went back 2 sleep at 7.30am...
coz my bro keep disturbing me..
very irritating...

guys..
they r sooo immature...
when i woke up..
we had oredi planned 2
go watch a movie...
Rush Hour 3...
at jurong point..
it was nice n funny...

waited 4 mum..
4 her 2 finish her shift...
went back home...

Mondae(13/8)
woke up early..
coz i told mum dat
i wan 2 reach sch by 6.45am...

when she asked why...
i change subject..
well..
i wan 2 reach sch early
coz i dun wan my mum 2 b angry
1st thing in d morning..
coz it wud b listening
2 a radio..
except dat d radio dj
juz speak on n on...
wif no full stop..
or pause...

my father alwaes take taxi
every mon morning...
so i take taxi wif him..
i tot mum wud not go since
father wan 2 send me...

but she oso wan 2 follow...
y waste tyme 2 send me..
it's onli 4 a short while..
in a taxi..

crossed d road..
reached class..
kinda bored...
went 2 2i1..
saw huiling..
discussed abt d FAC...

huling saw a grasshopper...
outside d class..
it kinda looked like d grasshopper
dat i caught b4 in d sch along d corridor
near d npcc room..

but i dun care lah...
went back 2 class...
sit down..
watch ppl..
seeing more n more ppl
coming in...

then bell rang..
had reading..
read a ghost story book...
then it was MT..
i got 37/50...
okay...
not so satisfied..
i wan it 2 b lower a bit
like 30 to 35...

then it was maths..
went thru correction 4 math test...
got a 37/50...again...
then it was kinda revision test...

i did 4 qns...
then it was recess..
went to library to do project...

after recess was eng...
ms chan gave out all d maths paper..
told us 2 do all...
while having d eng oral..

i was doing my work..
when ms chan called me..
but i tot she called sum1 else..
i asked dennis..
he said me...
i was like..oh..

ms chan n i took a stroll down d class..
we reached at a place..
near d spiral staircase...
told me dat she had a glimpse
at my blog...

talked some stuff..
cannot reveal wat it is...
i was gonna cry when she was talking..
but i tried 2 control...
but i cannot control anymore..
n tears start to roll down my cheek..

b4 i cried,while ms chan was talking
i saw mdm oen downstairs...
saw d counsellor..

then d counsellor came up..
went 2 d counselling room..
then came back out..
she saw me kinda start 2 cry..
she came...
i looked away..
n tried 2 wipe my tears...

she talked 2 ms chan...
then when i saw her leaving..
i turn 2wards ms chan but i looked down
on d ground..
ms chan then talked...
she said i mus b patient..

well,part of my life..
i can c dat i m more impatient...

then she asked if
she can let d counsellor read
my blog..
i was like..?????
erm...
well..i juz sae ok...
but i jus remembered dat
i did posted abt her
d dae when she talked 2 me..
but it's ok..
i have no fear..
i mean i can express my feelings
n all d happenings here right??

so yeah..
i kinda manage 2 stop crying..
but i still wan 2 cry...
then ms chan asked if
she could give me a hug...
when i was hugging her..
i really cannot control my
crying...
i cry..
then i went 2 toilet..
washed my face...
cool down...

saw my eyes were red..
n my nose oso red...
went back..
continue 2 do d math test...
but i can't tink properly..
i still wan 2 cry...
i couldn't focus...

so i juz do...
even though ms chan
had given me extra time,
i juz gave up..
coz d qns were too hard..

then it was sci..
mr yew gave out tidbits...
coz we did well in d charity bazaar...
i told him i dun wan..
but i didn't tell him why...
there r a few reasons...
1) it's a charity!
u do it sincerely!
u don't expect any reward...
2) i hate him..
whatever he gives
excluding homework/wksts
i will never accept it..
let me repeat...
I WILL NEVER ACCEPT
WATEVER HE GIVES
3) i hate him very much
4) i hate him so much
dat when i dreamt abt him..
i wud shout at him..
scold him...
until sum1 woke me up..

there was once when i scored
d sci test well,
he gave me a tidbit..
i wud either sae i dun wan it
or if i m lazy 2 open my mouth..
i wud juz throw it away..
it juz disgust me..
even when i wan 2 go washroom..

i wud hold d pass at d tip..
n put it on d basin cabinet..
leave it there..
then when i came out of d cubicle..
then i wud take it..

d class was eating d tidbits..
i saw mdm oen..
sum1 was munching away..
then she said sumtink..
sum1 said mr yew
allow us 2 eat..

then i saw mdm oen looked
at mr yew..
mr yew was like smiling..
i was wishing dat mdm oen will
scold mr yew..
but she left..

after sci was history..
hate history..
too much info..
i remembered i had a fren..
in my tuition class last time..
we were discussing abt wars..
then dis guy said he hate wars..
coz wars will have history...
n he hate history..
i kinda agree wif him..
y can't d world be at peace
throughout d whole years..?

then bell ring..
end of lesson..
mr ng..
very ........
he waited 4 so long..
even if a person walk from his place
4 a while..
he will wait 4 him 2 get
back 2 his place...
very annoying...