i changed my
blog music
background..

so 2dae was..
...................
i dunno...

but kinda bad mood...
n sad mix with anger...

juz now in d morning...
on d way 2 sch...
my father asked me
if i had gotten any test results

then i remember
abt my sci...
i told my parents...
my father said :ok..not bad...
my mum said in malay:
dat's not good...
75 n above lah..."
she sounded disappointed...
i juz looked down...
i was expecting like...
"it's ok..try harder
next tyme"...

but it wasn't...
previously..
when i got 75 n above
in any subject...
she didn't sae anitink...

i myself am disappointed
in her...
cme lesson..
i slept n cried...

then it was AE..
onli d chinese teacher..
he asked me 2 stand up...
in chinese..
then in english..
i juz stared at him..
when he was asking
d others...
i stood up...

everyone in class
didn't wear pe attire..
well, almost...
3 boys which r so loyal..

recess..
cried again...
i hate myself...

sci...
hate mr yew...
very sleepy thru out
d lesson...

hm econs...
wah...
very wat...
ms lai keep scolding...
she sae which teacher
wud we find in dis
sch 2 teach us abt values
such as honesty,attitude lah..
n others...

i hate TUESDAYS!!!
d most hated subject:
AE n Hm Econs

most hated teachers:
(in increasing order
of anger)
mr chong king ching,
ms lai hung lan,
mdm leong
mr clement yew

i feel terrible rite now..
very sad..
felt insulted..
felt humiliated...

but wat 2 do???
ppl wan 2 help me..
but they have
their own lives...
so dun bother abt me..
i won't burden any1...
i tink..