oh ya..
yesterdae..
felt bad...
coz i had promised
father last week
dat i wud b his cameraman...
as he has a singing competition..

ever since he won a trophy..
consolation price...
he has been desperately
entering competitions..
he really like 2 sing...

yesterdae..
i didn't finish my hmwk
yet...
so my bro tald my father..
dat i cnt make it...
i asked my bro wat father said...

he told me father sound
disappointed..
shit lah...
once again..
i blame myself..
4 being such a disappointing...
useless
helpless..
heartless...
daughter...

2dae..
kinda sad...
my bro has to
report to his unit
2dae...

reached school..
very bored..
then bell rang..
reading period..
i was sleeping..
while acting as
if i was reading..

then it was EL...
then it was SCI...
hate mr yew...
act cute lah him!

aniwae..
i got 35/50...
d marks r decreasing..
kinda make me happy
when it decreases...
but felt guilty
when i told my parents
abt my results..

then it was MT...
ms mardiana was kinda
lame..
then it was recess...
again..
i was happy dat i was
alone in class..
listened 2 songs..
n kinda take a nap..

didn't eat anitink...
then after sch..
went straight home...
my mum was off 2dae...
so if i stay in sch
late, she wud
ask me a lot of qns...
which is kinda annoying...

reached home..
rested 4 a while...
my mum came home
from dentist...
she had bought lunch...

then...
i watched a movie
called 'The Condemned'
n it was nice...
then i did my homework...

my mum was sleeping
in her room...
so i cried...
but can't cry so loud...
scared i wud wake her up..

so 2nite...
im gonna watch tv...
then sleep at 3am..
coz i cannot sleep early..
12 midnite is too early 4 me..

nothing much 2 add on...
coz all dat has
been happening
r alwaes stored in my mind..

n i onli sae some of
them...