hi..
yesterdae got a stomach ache...
big time...
damn painful..
i cried..partly bcoz of dat n sumtink else...
but i can't tell...
it juz breaks my heart...

aniwae...
2dae is lyk d worst dae in my life!
no..no..
it is one of d worst days of my life...
wanna noe y?
well..let me begin...
i woke up n tot dat
i was late 4 sch..
i didn't wear my specs..
so i c d clock..
it is 6.30am...

i quickly pack my bag...
then..i shower...
then,as i was going 2 my room...
my mum asked mi if i tot
dat it was 6.30 or i purposely bathe...

i was shocked...
i told her i purposely...
then..i act as if i was doing a hmwk...
then..i fell asleep n woke up at 6.45
i wear my uniform n quickly go...
when i reach school..
i feel sleepy...
so i keep quiet n look down
on d floor...
if anybody ask mi anytink...
i will juz nod or shake my head...

d bell rang n it was tyme
2 go 2 canteen 4 assembly n reading...
after d pledge taking ceremony...
i read mardi's reader's digest
while she read my book...
then..as i was flipping through...
i saw my arch enemy...
my clement yew...
he called syafiq 4 d teacher-student chat...

i rmb dat after syafiq...
it is my turn!!!!
oh shit!
wad 2 do???
walao...
damn it lah...
i continue reading..
then suddenly...
mr yew came 2 d table...
he call me n ask me 2 come
n sit at a corner of d canteen
4 d teacher-student chat...

i slowly walk..he was sitting oredi..
yhen he saw mi..he show me
2 sit bside him...
wtf! nan bei sia...
some more d space so little..
so if i sit..i will b close 2 him...
but i juz sit...
then he told me dat
he heard i cried yesterdae
n asked mi if i had any problems...
i looked down on d floor...
i did not wan 2 look at his face....
i didn't talk much..i juz nod n shake
n talk a bit..yea..
then he said abt my bro..
dat was when i suddenly get
emotional n cried...
stupid me..
i myself dunno y i cry...
i wan 2 stop...
but my tears keep rolling down...
he told me not to cry...
he then say dat i alwaes
let my emotions
take control on me...

well..i dunno wat 2 sae..
but i kinda agree wif him...
seriously...
i dunno wat's happening
2 me...
i keep crying n i feel letdown...
by whom?
i dunno...

arghhh.....
wat's happening 2 me...
i hate being a teenager...
it sux...
i wan 2 b a child...
a child dat noes nothing...
not even right or wrong...
a child dat has no work...
stress-free...
n d only job 2 do is juz cry
when u r scolded...

these days..
i kinda feel sad n lonely...
it's like...
being alone in a corner...

ok..back 2 mr yew...
i finally managed 2 stop crying...
but i notice dat some of d 2i1 ppl
saw me crying...
wah..paiseh arh...
i wud not haf cried if
mr yew didn't mention
my bro...

he sae i nid 2
get close wif frens...
socialize or sumtink...
wth...but..wadeva..

2dae got aesthetics..
1st lesson..
our class keep saying...
dyan bapok n then yay yay...
then..suddenly..daniel cheng
say mr.chong bapok...
we laughed...
funny sia..but mr. chong dunno
wad it means..
so they juz sae it...
he took time 2 arrange us..
then...
when we going 4 recess oredi...
we chanted mr.chong bapok.. yay yay..
haha..
even d gerls chanted too...

i didnt eat anitink..
dun feel like eating..
lost my appetite...
then it was science...
lesson was fast cos
dyan wan 2 talk to us abt
d national day charity bazaar...
i was in-charge of
marshmallow dipped in choc...
yum..yum..

then it was home ec...
it sux.. i hate ms lai..
she tink she so gud meh?
d project thingy...research...
she anyhow sae i copy paste...
go 2 hell lah..
i summarise it ok...
i hate ms lai...
she will b on my list...
she ask me n siti 2 redo...

then it was maths...
i was nervous n
got a feeling dat i fail...
then..when get d paper...
i hsppy dat i pass but
unhappy then i get less than 15 marks...
haiya..
i muz work hard...
i'll try my best....