ARGHHHHH!!!
after yesterday's training,meeting,briefing or whatever you call it,
i felt my head was going to freaking explode.
damn it.
yesterday,after seeing two of my batchmates demoralised
by their presentation. i too felt demoralised.
i too felt quite down and upset by the way things are going.
by evening, i was almost giving the tired face,which i'm not suppose to.
but i don't care as i was feeling tired sitting there for 6 hours with only 2 or 3 breaks in betweeen.and now, i'm only looking forward to the end of the camp.
seriously.
im feeling very stressed although they told us not to be stressed and just have fun.
and now that i think of it..
i wonder why the hell did i sign up for this.
i cant back out now.i'm not one who back out all of a sudden.
but im not sure if i can take this much.
i have no appetite at all. and my mind always seems to be elsewhere.
thinking about the preparations and the no. of saturdays i have to sacrifice.
actually i don't think i should have sign up for this at all.
okay.nevermind.this will be the last(hopefully..i pray very hard that it is) camp that i will ever go to.

ahh..moreover, i still have my very major impt exam and my project work exam..
so in this month, i'll be preparing for all 3(major exam,project work exam,camp)..
then in november,all the actions will begin non-stop..
it will keep coming at you until you have no more energy left in you.
sigh..i feel like crying as i feel very uneasy right now and my mind's all over the place.
shit.