Hey there!!!
I've found some time to blog for a while...
ok,so presently i'm in the middle of exam period
but there are no papers for me till monday..
anyway, the papers so far has been really interesting..
it has its ups and downs...

and when i see my future activities in this coming october..
i'm really surprised..
i have no time for myself..
it's either school or i have external activities..
where i have to do a lot of stuff in order to get promoted..
and i don't even have a clue if i have met the criteria for the promotions yet..
cos i've been sacrificing my Saturdays for those events/activities
when i could have lie in my bed,resting...

oh,what shocks me the most is that my school term doesn't end
till 26 Dec and before you know it..
you will start school on 10 or 11 Jan next year..
pretty short break, don't you think?

anyway,i'm going to work really hard for my last paper..
which i don't really like but surprisingly did well for it for previous tests...
hmm...sometimes i don't feel motivated to study or do well..
i keep telling myself positive things
but it seems to me that those positivity is wearing out quickly..

im running out of ideas on how to keep myself positive...
anyone has any ideas?please?

P.S: greyhound, thanks for your comments, really appreciate it! :D

HEeLLLLOOOO!!!!!
it's been a long time since i last update..
i've been pretty busy thia year since it's an important year for me..
also next year will be very important too!
well, every year is important...

i feel that i have always been looked down upon
and i know that i did not do well in my previous major exam...
i admit,that was my fault..
but im not going to let it happen again..
i'm going to work very hard and
prove to everyone who looked down on me,
that i can rise up to their level as well...

yes, it is very sad to see that someone close to you
or people who you are very close to look down on you..
they may not say it directly to you
you just have to read between the lines...

sometimes i feel angry at them...
but i don't really blame them..
it's not their fault actually,
i just have to change the way i carry myself...

on the bright side, i have been working hard
these few months to rise up to the challenge
and let people know that i should not be underestimated
and that i have my own ability
and yes, i did it..
but i still need to improve...
there's still a long way to go...
so i've got to buck up! :D